Friday, May 06, 2005

Countdown...

It's time to go. I'm really scared. I've never had surgery before. Will I feel it? They are only putting me in twilight anethesia. Will there be a lot of blood? Will I be able to be breathe? Will it hurt my heart? I feel sick, will I throw up? Will they hit the nerves that run so close to my teeth and paralyze my mouth? Will I die?

Yeah. I'm scared. So stupid. You would think I was having a heart transplant the way I am carrying on.

Doesn't make me less scared.

Posted by Red :: 9:15 AM :: | ---------------------------------------