Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Well...

Failed that test.



Big surprise, right?

When will I learn to stop hoping? We have an incredible daughter and we're very happy together - shouldn't that be enough? More than enough. I look around at people who are not as happy or not with the person they love and think that I should be ridiculously grateful to the fates...but I always want more, more, more.

And I miss Christian. A lot.

A baby would have been hard right now. We're hoping to move and a positive would have made that impossible. This is for the best. I'm sure of it.


Damn.

Posted by Red :: 3:02 PM :: | ---------------------------------------